Problem is it started at like 1am and he won’t go back to sleep. This is one of those times where I just don’t fucking know what to do my brain is fried. So is my body. I can’t even think straight. Also in and out of sleeping at some point he unstrapped his diaper on one side and I didn’t notice. Fuck! You know what that means… That means babies don’t care if you haven’t done your laundry so there is no clean crib sheets. I need a crib shit and new blankets and a pillow cause he peed all over everything. So i tucked a twin sheet over his mattress and he has my blanket an pillow because it’s cold and I can’t let him be cold. I’m scared I would drown him if I attempted I give him a bath right now do that’ll have to wait until I get new then an hr of sleep. and I am pretty sure he is still awake. I left the room so he didn’t see me cry/look like a zombie. It’s quite possible I could walk on the set of the walking dead right now and I could pass as an extra :).